it started with me watching a video of my friend taping himself going through some dollar store. Then I ended up at this asian super market and when I walked in, it was the dollar store o.o So I’m walking around with I think my sister, and we’re going through the aisles just grabbing random stuff & it really was a crappy dollar store, like there were violins & bass cases -.- so anyways I see a balloon with the dude’s face on it that says, “happy 13th birthday!” which is weird cause he’s older than me. So I see him & I try to pass by to make sure and i was for sure it was him. So basically, I passed one of his friends and I saw him. sheesh it’s been awhile. I walked up to him and was like “____, dude” and he stood there. I seriously thought he was like blind or something ._. and so he said “I got killed” but in like the jokingly way to make me laugh/scared. & he’s like “can I kill you?” but I knew he was joking. and so we hugged and I reaally really missed it. It almost felt real. I turned around to make sure my mom didn’t see & we scooted over so we could hide. & that hug woke me up.
It makes me miss you. &I hope you’re dreaming about me too.
Bestfraaaaan, I wish we were closer ): I wish we sat next to each other in orchestra & had more classes together! Please don’t move back to Cali cause I’ll be bawlin’ the whole time ;___; You are probably the longest bestfriend I’ve had; almost EIGHTT years! that’s like, almost half of me. Man oh man, we’re getting old but we’ve always been there for each other <3 I hope I see you waaaay more & hang out too! I love you sister from another mister!~ (:
I can’t remember who you are. I hope you can forgive me for that. Sorry this is late, forgive me for that. I’m sorry if I was a bitch to you but sometimes you probably deserve it. I’m sorry if I’m mean or pissy especially that one week in every month. I’m sorry if I’m not brave enough or don’t take chances or risks. I’m sorry for whatever I’ve done to you. Please forgive me.
Day12; the person you hate most/caused you a lot of pain.
Also known as my first boyfriend. Also known as the guy I wrote the other letter to. I can’t believe I cried over you and still tried getting you back. You were a mistake, a regret. I didn’t know what to do. If I had, I wouldn’t even let you into my life. Nice try dude, but you fail.
Day11; a deceased person you wish you could talk to.
It’s been a over a year.. but the pain is still here. I met you when I was four. The only thing I can remember from Vietnam was you. You scared me. With a Coke Can. You handed it to me and put a straw in it and told me to drink it. You honestly scared me. I wish I had said thank you or something instead of freaking out and yelling for my mom. It’s basically the only thing that ever comes to my mind when I have to talk about you. I wrote about you in my 8th grade lifebook. I did a project on you for Spanish this year and people cried once they heard my story. I hope you know the memories we had still live on. When you died, dad stayed home. Sitting in the car, on the phone with family. There was no way we could go to your funeral. You all the way in Vietnam and us all the way on the other side. I wish I could remember how you sounded. I do remember how you look. There’s a picture of you right next to Grandma. You were the only grandpa I ever met.. and now you’re gone. We miss you and hopefully I’ll meet you again. <3
Day10; someone you don’t talk to as much as you’d like to.
Dear Soomin Park;
guuuuuurl I wish we talked more. ): & it’s cause of stem ! D: buuut I’m so glad we’re hanging out again! Like yesterday & tomorrow :D I hope we talk more next year~ & stay best friends foreverrrrrrr! <3
Master Yu: May I help you? Detective James Carter: I’ll be asking the questions old man. Who are you? Master Yu: Yu. Detective James Carter: No, not me. You. Master Yu: Yes, I’m Yu. Detective James Carter: Are you deaf? Master Yu: No. Yu is blind. Detective James Carter: I’m not blind. You blind. Master Yu: That is what I just said. Detective James Carter: You just said what? Master Yu: I did not say what, I said Yu. Detective James Carter: That’s what I’m asking you. Master Yu: And Yu is answering. Detective James Carter: Shut up! Detective James Carter: You! Master Yu: Yes? Detective James Carter: Not you. Him! What’s your name? Mi: Mi. Detective James Carter: Yes, you. Mi: I’m Mi. Master Yu: He’s Mi and I’m Yu. Detective James Carter: And I’m about to whoop your old ass man because I am sick of playing games!
goooooood day! hung out with tina for like 9 hours :D ate lunch with her bro & dad, went to galleria to shop ANDDD went ice skatinnn’! I didn’t fall. til she made me sit on the ice. -____________-” got my hello kitty bunny doll && my hello kitty shirt! (:
hangingg with soomin, claire and ginny tomorrow~ [hopefully]. :D