The past month or so, things have changed. I’m always alone everyday. My brother’s always out of town, sister’s at college, and my parents at work. I eat with my dad after school and I sit with my mom when she eats dinner so it’s like we’re all together. When they come home, it’s usually late so I see them only a little. The only night we’re ever together is on Saturdays, when we go out to eat.
Everyday, I’m scared. I’m scared something’s gonna happen. My mom always complains and I’m scared something’s gonna happen to my parents’ relationship. I’m scared something’s gonna happen to them cause they work so far away and I’ll be alone.
I’m scared I’ll be alone at school. I’m constantly trying to fit in but I’m slowly losing everyone. I don’t know where to go because everyone is always with other people and I’m just there.
I’m upset with myself because I feel like I’m not grateful for what I have. I know I get resources and stuff but my family is never here so it feels like it doesn’t matter anymore.
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